Once again I woke
from a dream where
someone close to me
betrayed and stabbed
me deeply in my heart

Once again I woke with the feeling
of being completely alone and
feeling that no one wants
to be with me and they
laugh behind my back,
even my oldest friends
and confidants

Once again I woke with the feeling
that it hurts so deeply and the
tears just ran without any
warning, like I have never
experienced before – it felt
like I cried my soul out

I know the dream came for a reason
and it will take some time for me to
heal, because it has left my heart
and soul wounded and with
an unexplainable and deeply pain

(November 2020) ©